What can u really say or do when things are just going chaos around u.. maybe nothing much.. sometimes u start to think whether who is telling you the truth and who is lying to you.. well i suppose at most times you find that both sides are right but its just up to you to decide which way you wanna go.
It comes down to a cross road again, i wish i could go both ways.. but i guess life doesnt work that way, you cant sit on the fence forever right? I guess not but i'd def stay there as long as possible.. i really dont know which side to go.. maybe i do but i need reassurance..
and again.. in midst of all these… i still hv more stuff to deal with.. isit me or am i doing the right thing? sometimes i guess people dont tend to understand the world doesnt evolve around them.. but again.. maybe i should start thinkin over what i just said.. maybe the world doesnt evolve around me and i should wake up..
either way.. all these crap are tearing me apart.. i hate it… i wish i could just do whatever i wish i could.. not thinking about 10 other things before i can make a simple decision.. a decision as simple as WHERE i want to be…