Kenneth | Blog

Here is a little story for you…

Driving, driving can be something fun but sometimes it can be something scarey too. There is something called the "Rear view mirror". When we drive, we tend to look back at it a lot, see if the car we overtook is chasing up, see if there are any cops behind us or maybe just checking to make sure no crazy drivers is ramming onto the back of our car.

Often, we worry too much about whats behind us and somehow fail to pay attention to what we are approaching, let it be another car, let it be a traffic light or a crossing. As much as we know that we have to look forward, as much as we know that we should pay attention on whats coming rather then what we just went past, most people never do that, most people get a bit too caught up with the car behind. Someday, someday.. we will crash into the car infront of us, crash so badly just because we did not notice it coming we did not see it stop we did not see the light turn red but rather we were looking at cars coming from the rear.

There is this saying "You don't spend your time driving forward by looking at the rear view mirror" So simply said. Why focus on something thats so insignificant when there is a bigger picture there is something more important that lies ahead of you.

Let go of the past, whats done is done and in life there is no "Rewind" button unlike the movie Click. In life there are things that we've done that we would regret for the rest of our living life. So, let those mistakes and failure be our lesson, let them be our lesson to start again… This time more wisely.

Our purpose in life is to be happy, there is no point digging out the past and grief about things that does not even exists anymore. Its not who you were and its not who you are now that really matters, its who you going and want to become in the future that matters.

Be who you want to be, don't limit yourself to whatever you think you have, dont limit yourself to what other think of you. BECAUSE.. If you argue with limitation, they will be yours. Limitation is very generous, if you argue with them, I guarantee you they will be yours..

I love this saying.. "You aim for what you want, If you dont get it, you dont get it. If you dont aim for it, you will NEVER get it."

Kenneth

I do apologize for the lack of update but there is nothing I can do about it because I was @ the convention centre from friday till sunday, 9am in the morning till 11pm at night. Why? Ask me later, as of now I am just way to tired but I thot I would let everyone know that everything is going great and WEEEE!!!

WOOHOO ITS GOING TO BE A GREAT WEEK! 

Hmm, I think if you've been here long enough you should remember an entry about Lotto Dream, Lotto V2 and What is your “Lotto Dream”?

Well I did mention that I'd never touch or spend a single cent on lotto again. Well I kept my word for a month or so until one fine week. Make that one crap week I felt really crap and I thot something had to change and while I was at  Karringyup Shopping Centre (with Irene ) We met up with Nat @ woolies while she was on the break..

Before leaving I saw a lotto agent and I thot I would give it a shot and here we go… $3.80 down the drain but the next day I found out..

I finally won something on Saturday Lotto, Nothing big enough for me to fly to the UK (sorry Lin ) but it is something.. $80 tht is!!!

Thats it for now

Kenneth 

Sometimes we are given all these opportunity to be different, we are given all these chances to make a difference in our life but yet we take them foregranted. I am not trying to attack anyone in particular. I am actually talking about ME myself here.. So don't get the wrong idea people

Sometimes, that very mysterious word again.. How often is sometimes? No one knows, it can be once a day, once a week, once a month or NEVER ever…

I should start taking the necessary action so I will actually get to where I WANT to not where everyone else want me to.. Lets get it started shall we!

Lets not take things foregranted, grab hold of everything thats there for you, dont just let it go and regret later!!

Thats for today!

KEnneTh 

Have you ever have the feeling how you CHOOSE not to believe the truth but rather bury yourself so you don't have to face the cruel truth?

Sometimes eventhough you know you have to do something about what happened and what you know but you simply let it pass?

Sometimes you feel that the right thing to do is to confront someone about something but you just simply can't because you love them and you afraid that you will lose them.

Sometimes life is unfolding everything you don't know before you even could say "I am ready"

Sometimes life is just simply something you don't want to go through

Sometimes avoiding the truth might be the best solution in the short term but inside you, you know that something has to be said before it get worst

Sometimes departing and separating may be the hardest thing to do but it may well be better of for everyone afterall

Sometimes you just feel like you need a break from everything

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Of all the sometimes, maybe I should start taking action….

Of all the feelings I have in me, maybe it is time to learn to be strong

Of everything I am experiencing in life, maybe I should choose the right path and do the right thing.

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I don't know how to deal with this, I really hope that someone or something can guide me through it, I really hope that everything will turn out the way it should be. I wished that my life weren't that complicated.

_{All I want is to be a normal person, someone thats worth being..}