Feelings Residuals
[EDIT] OK SCREW PASSWORD PROTECTING!! EVERYTHING JUST HATES ME TODAY!!!
Does that even make sense to u? Well… I doubt it unless u know me so well that you can read my brain inside out. I dont know if this should even be published hence the reason behind password protecting it. It might feel like im a weirdo or some sort after you've finish reading this or you might just think. Ah har, i know wht u mean because you've "been there, done that"
So what is Feelings Residuals? Hmm, it might well be an unique term that i made up 2 minutes ago or such thing does exists in one way of another. My definition for this phrase is simply the left over feelings towards someone you've liked before (in a special way) - if that make sense… or else if you like, your feeling towards ur ex?
Hmm, before i keep going.. just wanna say that im not "aiming" this at anyone at all. Its just in general, experiences over the years simply hit me tonite.
Ever came into a position where you would break up with someone because u know u dont like her or things just wont work out anymore but then after a while you start to have some weird feelings that you still like her a little? Im sure everyone thts reading this would hv gone through this in one stage or another. Isnt it stupid how you break up with a person simply because you dont like them then you end up having "that kind of" feeling again after a period of time?
Whenever you see the person doing smething with some other guys, you'd think that ur mind would totally ignore it and just forget it after a simle but no.. it itch your heart, it makes u feel weird, it makes u jealous? I dont know, cant even describe those feelings properly.
Maybe it takes time, mayb it takes efford but no matter what it takes im happy with what i have now and nothing is going to change it 
Hmm, end up to be shorter then i expected but hey all good..
Thats all for this time…
Kenneth
November 1st, 2006 at 8:03 pm
hey keni
jus read ur entry and i get what u mean…haha ur no weirdo =P it’s in us to feel that way, even if a little bit…however small it may be…we still will care a bit abt that person because hey…u had once shared those memories with that someone. it shud b a relief to feel something than nothing, and at the same time be happy for them, and also for what u have =)
things take time, but it is also inevitable that things will move along on their own course.
jia you ken!…good luck for exams (they’re coming up for u too right?..lols)