I wont be free till next thursday or so because dad will be around and i will be doing stuff @ the new house..
so in other words i will be one of those HARD LABOURER haha.. but yeh, dont think i even hv time to rest, let alone blog.. i will be back soon.. meanwhile irene shall keep you entertained!!
love ya sweetie!
kenneth
I havent got the inspiration to blog for god knows how long already. Im back today but i can tell you that the situation havent really changed. Nonetheless im back to try my luck as inspiration usually kick in half way through the entry. So if ur half way through and im still talkin about crap, u know i didnt get my inspiration today..
Like to quote myself again "Sad things are easier to blog and happy things usually just stays in ur memory and never wanna "come-out" again." So should I be sad or be happy today?
I shall say a bit of both, didnt know what i've done was right or wrong. At times, u dont think of what you do then u start to regret afterwards. Happens all the time and i cant make it a habit. I hope it wsnt as bad as im takin it now. I should just think twice before doing whatever next time. Lesson Learnt!! I hope anyway - coz somehow the unconscious mind make the important decision of ur day withou "asking" you.
But again, everything is an experience, u'd have to go through it in a way or another. Ah, look.. its getting into me again. Haha, why not we leave that there and talk about it later…
IF that confused the hell out of u, dont worry about it because u'd hv to know what happen before u'd understand what im saying and NO im not going to share it and dont even TRY tempting me…
Lets move on to somethign else… Last few days in short summary….
Weekend was somewhat boring but ah well, thts all good. Yesterday (monday) went to the ct and got Irene's bday pressie 
hehe.. yayness… I think she kinda found out what i got her but on the other hand, shes not sure if shes right 
hehe thts fun. As for me, i am clueless about my pressie!!! hahahah… oh, saw Andrea in the city.. lets just say, andu spotted her! 
what else… nothing for yesterday.. and today… Irene came over and it was fun we watched MVP qingren together! 1st few episode but then she has to leave round 3 becoz she had work!! Aww, poor sweetie is working now.. Hope to talk to u sooon! prob when u come back..
Last but not the least, my coles myer interview @ 9.30am tomorrow and dad arriving back in perth wish me luck with the interview? (at least? :P) alrite.. take care everyone
Kenneth
One day, a farmer's donkey fell into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.
Finally he decided the animal was old and the well needeed to be covered up anyway. It just wasnt woeth it to retrueve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbours to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realise what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement, he quietened down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked into the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbour continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and kicked the crap out of the farmer who tried to bury him.
The lesson
Life is going to heap all kinds of crap of u. The trick is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest holes by never giving up! Shake off the crap and take a step up!
The moral
When you try to cover your ass, it always comes back to get you.
Source: The Bumper Book of Rude and Politically Incorrect Jokes by Allan Pease
Hug tight and never let your loved ones go. Cause you know they're the only ones that will love you for who you are and accept all your flaws, mistakes and imperfection.
(Courtesy of Ken hiding behind the forever friends 'love you' bear) Cute huh! ((:
1 month and counting!!
Yup. Loving it. Loving the feeling. Loving the love. Loving the good memories, the good times, the happy moments. Love YOU.
It was so cold last night. So cold that I almost refused to sleep. I hid under my warm blanket which wasn't warm enough. I was, at the same time, awaiting… awaiting for Ken's phonecall. Somehow I fall asleep under certain circumstances. I was tired. I was waiting. The night was still and cold and quiet and calm. Fall asleep…
This morning was cold as well. But the cold mornings make the day seem so fresh and wonderful like you know your whole life is going to be filled with laughter and happiness. (I think it was also the yellow wall is making me have these feelings and thoughts) I sat up, recaping on my life for the last few years. I realised, woah. I lived for 16 years - 17 soon ((: - and after all the holidays I have been through, I find this one the most… enjoyable and carefree. My holidays before were always staying home and relax and unplanned. This holidays were just totally different from what I have expected. And I love it (:
Recaping on my 16, going 17 years of life, I find that life isn't easy to live. All the flaws, mistakes and imperfection that makes me me. All the events that happened in my life for the past few years. Everything that makes me me. Somehow, I was glad for all these ups and downs in my life. Because without them, I wouldn't have grown up. Without them, I wouldn't be me today. Without them, I wouldn't have met all the wonderful people in my life.
What happened with Leo on Tuesday also made me realised how much I would cherish and appreciate the love other people gave me. Especially Ken. Accepting all my flaws and imperfection. Not everyone can do that.
Sometimes, I thought, hey… some people tries too hard to impress others and had neglected to show their real identity. But you never know how tiring it is to be the perfect person, to be someone without flaws or mistakes. It is quite tiring. So quit trying. And one day if you found the person who accepts and, in fact, love your flaws, you know that they really love you for who you are.
Thanks for everything (:
I guess it's all I have to say today. I hope I didn't make you feel bored =D
<3 Irene
Well, today is rather SPECIAL if you would say so. I suppose for everyone else (other then julian becoz its his bday) its nothing but an ordinary boring wednesday. As for me, its a totally different story but before i move on I must say.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN…
OK, back to the "point" - oh, i apologize for being abit late with the entry, i know its practically thursday now but just ignore tht would u just treat it as wed becoz i wish tht day never ends (in a way)
I wont go into detail about the day because Irene already blogged about it and its on her blog too (if u want two slightly different version of the day, just read them both) but yeh, I was really happy being able to spend the day with Irene. Planned this a week ago and lucky nothing bad came up and stop us from going and stuff. So yeh, hmm, i really dont know what to say because im just simply too happy (sad things are easier to blog…) haha but again.. i rather it happy then sad.
Just wanna say thank you for being there for me all these while, thank you for everything u've done for me, and yeh. i know it might be harder then u think juggling ken and school work and friends and work but i suppose i will make way whenever u need more time with other stuff i understand tht!! haha.. Just yeh, things are going well now and i hope it will last, i'd hate if something happened to this whole relationship..
Out of words, last but not the least! love ya lots and i appreciate everything u've done for ken! hmm, ok im just out of words ok! haha.. speechless!
Love,
Kenneth