Just if…. [27th of the month]
So many Ifs in life.. If this, If tht..
If I havent ….
If I do this…
If I tell her…
If I win…
If I die…
If we are still…
If we just…
If …
and my “if” today is…
If everything were still to be the way it used to be..
Today is a very special and memorable day.. However things dont usually go the way you want it to be.. We cant blame it on anyone because nothing lasts forever..
Despite tht.. it doesnt mean tht ur worst off neway! everything happen for a reason and no doubt tht spice up ur life in a way or another and I agree tht this is no exception!
I just want you to know tht I love you and I really do.. You know I am saying this to you..
Although today is just another oridanary day for both of us, although things are not going to be the same this day each month but I hope you still remember everything tht happened in that short time we spent together! It contained some of the happiest memory in my life. I hope in the future, we can still look back and cast a big fat smile on it 
People and things change over time, some leave, some stay, some change and some dont.. as time pasts, memory fades.. so appreciate and be satisfy with what you have now because.. Forever Never Exists… (by kenneth koh)
I guess i will end tht bit with this little quote i wrote a while back (might not be the best one u’ve heard but i tried and im an ESL studeentttt larrrhhh!!)
Btw.. work tonite was quite okish… wasant as busy as thursdays should be and apprantely i dont have to stay with the dishes nemore! i will be off the dishes SOON enuf! and something extremely wrong happened @ hans today (i dont know if i heard it wrongly or what.. but its DAMN wrong.. i wont say it here)
Thats all for tonite.. Take care and stay safe,
Kenneth Koh