Kenneth | Blog

I dont know why i am writting this but i guess i have lots of problems and issue in me that i cant really say or express them. I feel really bad.. and thts mainly becoz of what i’ve done in the past month or so..

i know i should hv listened to her.. (and yeh.. no names gonna be mentioned on this entry) i should hv listened and shouldnt hv got into it and in the end dissapointed someone becoz i realised i wanted something else.. i dont feel vry good makin that decision not at all but i know i couldnt lie.. i cant.. i hv to be honest with everything, either way.. someone is going to get hurt. and i dont want to not hurt anyone but then make the wrong decision and in the end i prob make things worst..

i am sorry.. i really am.. u dont know how guilty i feel each time i think back.. sorry to say but im happy where i am now and everything is just going as i wanted.. u dont really get that vry often.. usually things just backfire on u.. thanks for everything you’ve done for me.. i really appreciate it.. i will rmb every single bit of it and i do..

as for .. hmm damn.. no names hmm guh? ah u know who ur..wasant that easy to get to where we are now ey..all bout choices and decision.. glad u choosed me i guess.. hmm love ur company and just the fact that ur always there.. thinkinnn of u from time to time!! ahhh.. so hard not being able to see u more often that it is now but hey.. its ok at least i know u will be there when i need ya! right! guhhhhhz! wont write too much here.. its a public blog ><

As for another special person.. thanks for all the support (hmm u know who u r..) just great to have ppl to talk to when u really need it.. when u hv no one to turn to.. its u that i talk to and sorry if i’ve been distracting u from ur studies.. i promise i wont do that nemore!

Other then that.. I think i should stop here before it gets too personal!

Thats all for me for now!! - uni tomorrow!! ahhh.. *slack*
Kenneth

1st week of uni finally over well over like 2 days ago but thts not the point I guess I sorta enjoyed it - not that exicting and not too boring either.. lets hope 2nd week n so on get better.. i know it will! becoz everyone tell me uni is FUN! lol i will soon get to that part of it
Other then that, everything’ve changed this week I dont know if I should really write them here .. i think i shouldnt right now.. probably tell you about it when I think the time is right
Ah.. ok.. i think i better get back to organising assignments and notes before its too late… byeeez.. (bit short but hey next time)

Take care,
Kenneth