Long time no.. hmm blog? hahah yeh.. well I’ve been bit busy i guess.. with uni and did I mention that i got a job @ hans cafe in carousel.. hmm well i did but hey u wont see me round coz im stuck in the kitchen for now.. but thts not the point..
Have something really meaningful to share this time… hmm thanks to christine for sending this to me.. thanks sweetie.. hmm totally loved it so i just hv to share it!! *guhhhz – luv u!!* .. Here we go..
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out whom you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.
Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.
Share this with anyone whom you believe has made a difference in your life!
“If you take your eyes off your goals, all you see is obstacles.”
I dont know what you are thinkin right now after u’ve read this.. but I’ve got a few words for some people..
@ Christine – thanks for everything.. 1st of all this whole email (yes its from an email if u didnt realise) and also thanks for being there with me.. making a huge difference in my life..i really appreciate it and i hope everything will be the same.. (since this is a public blog – there arent much that i can write about – i hv lots to say but i guess i will tell u those in person instead.. so i dont scare ppl away 
) *guh*
@ Jane – hmm well well! Just be happy ok? i know things might not be the way u want it to be but hope u feel better and look @ it in a bigger picture .. cheer up ok? and rmb if u ever need someone to talk to 
i will be there..
@ Wei Jia – hmm im sorry for everything i’ve done.. (dont reject the apology.. i owe u that) hmm hope after u read this whole thing.. u would understand why everything happened and how to handle stuff ok? hmm and also if u need someone to talk to.. u know im thr fer u! u know that and i know u do! *Dont tell ppl ghost story before u sleep again!!*
@ Rui – Dont know how this will relate to you.. but i guess.. hmm u’ve been through a lot this few weeks.. hope u feel better and get better soon.. just dont think too much.. u r a bright student, great person but just try to look @ the bright side instead of the dark.. be happy ok?
[Edit] @ Yih Lin – Hrmz! sorry lahhh missed you out .. promise next time i wont then hehe.. sorry ahhh..well i guess how this might apply to u is that all the “friends” problem you have now.. they might not be the nicest people and stuff but its ur last yr @ chs liao! so just take it as a learning experience and yeh.. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart @ least they thought u a meaningful lesson right? hehe.. just be happy.. Why be all upset when the clock ticks every second and no matter how u feel.. the time wont stop for u.. so might as well be happy rite? haha this might sound boring but yeh! just hope u feel better!!
Thats all for now! I dont know what to write.. didnt expect to write that much so yeh.. better cut the crap! .. Take care and hope you liked what you’ve read becoz i personally think its really meaningful!
Take caree and enjoy ya week,
Kenneth
changed my speed from 8mbitz to 24mbits – trillseeker! haha.. (tht means they will try to push as much speed as possible to my line) but im still gettign around 16mbits.. *oh well cant complaint!!*
but ohhh well ;p i will see ya soon neway.. have fun @ the sleepover ey! haha.. be a good gal! 
haha take good care of andrew